I am a loser.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hsa1Ff9N5dQ
I love Four-Eyed Monsters. I got the chance to watch the entire movie on Youtube once, and was blown away by the raw emotion of the work. It's basically about a couple that meets and falls in love (a big part of it is whether or not they really love each other) and how they express love through the artistic means of writing and film. But it also deals with the topics of mental illness, paranoia, and the un-sure-ness of being human. It's really beautiful. And it made me cry really hard because of its beauty and the rawness of the entire thing. I loved it, and I'm planning to buy it soon.
But this is just a little refreshing, unrelated tidbit right here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=daTTOyu-E1w&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fperezhilton.com%2Fpage%2F2%2F&feature=player_embedded
I like this version much better :)
And another thing: I am transforming this blog into a kind fo college blog after not updating for a long time. I have a core group of friends that are all going to different colleges. We're using these blogs as a means of communication while we're all apart, because these relationships we've forged over the last three years of IB are too strong to forget or let fall apart. As time goes by and if my friends permit, I'll post the links to their blogs as well. So basically, this blog will document my experiences at Bennington and will be another creative outlet for me. I hate diaries, so this should be a good way of allowing me to express how I'm feeling without sounding really contrived. I also feel pretty comfortable sharing my thoughts with my family and friends, so it doesn't really bother me to know that other people will be reading this :).
